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Current Mood: Bored.
Congratulations go to me. I went to both classes.
I knew I was going to go to Humanities both because I didn't on monday and because I volunteered to administer the Teacher Evaluation, which was today. However, I argued with myself for several minutes about Psychology. I only decided to go because I know I'm ditching it Friday, and it seemed wrong to ditch a class twice in a week. The lecture was dull, the teacher was dull, the class was dull. So while I sat in psychology, I actually drew pictures on graph paper, and only barely listened to what was going on....
School as a whole has become a blur for me. The individual classes blend together, and lose coherancy. I can't focus on the material, and I'm having a hard time paying attention to the teachers. I'm bored and wish I could find something more worthwhile. I feel more and more like I'm rotting away here. I need a direction, and a purpose. I need a place to go. And while there's lots of places I could go, I won't get to any of them today. And that's the part that gets to me. I'm really really impatient. I want it, and I want it now.
I don't want to go to school for 5 years just so I can maybe sorta kinda do something that maybe I want to do. I want to do what I want right now. I'm so eager to do something that I'm actually having a hard time figuring out what exactly I want to do. Something fun and challanging. I hate being bored.
But bored I am. And bored I remain. I'm thinking of starting up my T-Shirt line again. Actually...Hmmm...
I think I may actually register Cafe Press, and sell t-shirts... yes...
anyways, I'm gonna go play a game or something...
bye bye
