I just got invited to try Gmail!
It's sweet. It is. But that's not what I wanted to talk about.
what I wanted to talk about is: procrastination.
Lissa and I and Jaia went out to dinner, and Lissa brought a book with her on procrastination, so we each took the tests to see where our trouble zones were.
In the test, a score of 10 or higher was considered "major"
I did badly. To show how badly I did, I'll first show Jaia's.
Jaia's Procrastination Results
lower is better
Perfectionist: 15
Dreamer: 4
Worrier: 5
Defier: 8
Crisis-Maker: 6
Over-doer: 12
now, my results:
Joe's Procrastination Results
lower is better
Perfectionist: 13
Dreamer: 19
Worrier: 14
Defier: 7
Crisis-Maker: 11
Over-doer: 13
In other words: the only way I don't procrastinate is out of defiance.
I am a perfectionist.
I am a dreamer.
I am a worrier.
I am a crisis-maker.
I am an over-doer.
I am a major fucking procrastinist.
So why am I feeling so damn good right now?
I dunno. I just am. Maybe it's because I was right about my major problems. My major problem is that I put off everything. Less of that, now, I say. I will have things done. I will finish typing up part one of my kid's story by next thrusday. I will have written at least 2 chapters of part two, if not more. I will do this because I refuse to let me shut myself down. I'm better than that.
The miriam-mega post is still being worked on. expect it probably tuesday.
tata for now, it's bed time...