Day 2 of 3
Current Song: Be My Angel - Mazzy Star [
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Current Mood: Mood-Medley
I'm on day two of three at that beautiful, blissful, hated, exhausting place I call work. I've closed twice and now I get to open once. But after that, a long easy slide of long easy days off. Days that I can use to (1) Sleep. (2) Write. (3) Procrastinate and wander around being mopey and depressed cause my love is far away. Hopefully I'll be able to focus on #s 1 & 2, and avoid 3 altogether.
I think I'm beginning to lose patience at my job. Usually, though I've been sick of it for a very long time, I don't let on how tired of it I am. Yet today, two different people, at two different times, noted that I was showing a total apathy towards my job. One of the people who commented on it was a manager. If he wasn't the coolest manager in the store I probably would've been written up or yelled at or given some menial task to punish me for not caring. As it was, he laughed and complimented me on how casually apathetic I really was.
The other person who commented was a coworker, and did so after I expressed zero interest in whether or not he left work early.
it's not that I'm frustrated or angry at the job. I'm just bored to tears with it. I'm bored and I don't fit in with my coworkers and all my starwars related humor is wasted on a sea of non-geeks and mostly I just miss Jaimee more than I know how to express. So instead I withdraw and don't express much at all.
so yeah. 2 days down. 1 to go.
byebye
