I think a lot.
Current Song: So Nice - Babel GilbertoCurrent Mood: jazzin'
Sometimes, in the middle of the day, I find myself thinking about where my life would be if I had made a different dicision somewhere along the line. Sometimes, it's a regret situation, with me wondering if I could've handled a situation better. Ok, usually it's that... but sometimes, it's just curiousity.
Today, getting off trax, I saw what I would've been had I gone harder into the goth scene. There was a guy who looked like me, was about my age, had long black hair, and a trench-coat. In essence, he was what I was in 11th grade, had I not taken a turn into individualism (t-shirts and sports jackets...yeah). He had all black, with the typical rock-band pins and that I'll-fuck-you-up-for-a-quarter look about him that I could easily see myself attempting, and he jaywalked.
If I had only kept to the scene, become more goth instead of less, that's exactly where I'd've ended up.
boy howdy, am I glad that was just a phase. I mean, whew... heh.
I wrote about half of a comedy skit today during my lunch break. The skit is "PBS gone bad", and I won't say anything more. It's not that I'm trying to be mysterious or any crap like that, I'm just not comfortable throwing half-finished ideas out onto the net. I like my ideas finished, damnit.
I've got some plans for other skits, but I'll have to keep you posted on those.
Oh, and just for the record, I didn't get any of the things on my list of things to do by January 1st done.
anyways, I'm really tired cause I'm on day 3 of little sleep. So I'm gonna go crash.
g'night all,
